→Just a Dream.
A beautiful sweetdream. ▼▲
☠Friday, December 31, 2010
& ; 31st.
Hey everyone..
It's 31st December again.
My 15th 31st, what about you? (:
2010 had been a really hard year.
Lots of things happened, like hell on Earth.
Sigh.
I hope 2011 will be a better year....
Horoscope said it will be, for Taurus...
I'm a weird Taurus... So Idk if it'll be referring to me too lol.
Been having a hard time trying to act like nothing's wrong.
Well actually nothing is wrong.
Just that nothing is right as well, hur.
Ohwell.
Nevermind.
Bye (:
And,
Happy new year in advance, pricks. (:
It's 31st December again.
My 15th 31st, what about you? (:
2010 had been a really hard year.
Lots of things happened, like hell on Earth.
Sigh.
I hope 2011 will be a better year....
Horoscope said it will be, for Taurus...
I'm a weird Taurus... So Idk if it'll be referring to me too lol.
Been having a hard time trying to act like nothing's wrong.
Well actually nothing is wrong.
Just that nothing is right as well, hur.
Ohwell.
Nevermind.
Bye (:
And,
Happy new year in advance, pricks. (:
Sick and tired of loving,
& 9:57 PM
☠Wednesday, December 29, 2010
& ; Enough.
Enough is enough~
I will open my eyes from my rest and feel happy.
It'll be a brand new day.
Nobody, nothing and nowhere can make me sad anymore.
I've no more feelings.
I feel fucking numb.
Too numbed to feel anything.
It's like, the worst is already over.
Days and nights I spent crying like fuck.
Days and nights I spent thinking about you.
Days and nights I spent, just felt like dying.
It's over, I swear.
I've so many people around me to live for.
My akl, sis, my good friends, my family, my bright future?
HAHA!
I am very happy now.
My life is going into another stage right now.
Once the tough route is over,
I will be even happier.
:D!!
I will be happy, I know I will.
And for you?
Just be happy and I'll be happy (:
I will open my eyes from my rest and feel happy.
It'll be a brand new day.
Nobody, nothing and nowhere can make me sad anymore.
I've no more feelings.
I feel fucking numb.
Too numbed to feel anything.
It's like, the worst is already over.
Days and nights I spent crying like fuck.
Days and nights I spent thinking about you.
Days and nights I spent, just felt like dying.
It's over, I swear.
I've so many people around me to live for.
My akl, sis, my good friends, my family, my bright future?
HAHA!
I am very happy now.
My life is going into another stage right now.
Once the tough route is over,
I will be even happier.
:D!!
I will be happy, I know I will.
And for you?
Just be happy and I'll be happy (:
Sick and tired of loving,
& 4:11 AM
☠Sunday, December 26, 2010
& ; Fml.
Enough is enough.
I've alr gone mad.
Why must it be like this.
It's not fucking funny.
I FUCKING WANT TO BE HAPPY.
BUT WHY?
WHY?
SOMEONE TELL ME WHY?
I HATE IT.
THIS LIFE IS SO SICK.
SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING.
WHY MUST I BE THE ONE SUFFERING?
WHY MUST I BE THE ONE CRYING LIKE FUCK?
WHY MUST I BE THE ONE ALONE?
WHY MUST I BE THE ONE THAT GOES THROUGH EVERYTHING?
WHY?
I'M FUCKING TIRED OF THIS LIFE.
I CAN'T FUCKING DO ANYTHING TO MAKE IT BETTER.
ALL I DO IS CRY NOW.
WHY?
I'M GONE.
FORGET ABOUT ME.
FUCKING WORLD.
I've alr gone mad.
Why must it be like this.
It's not fucking funny.
I FUCKING WANT TO BE HAPPY.
BUT WHY?
WHY?
SOMEONE TELL ME WHY?
I HATE IT.
THIS LIFE IS SO SICK.
SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING.
WHY MUST I BE THE ONE SUFFERING?
WHY MUST I BE THE ONE CRYING LIKE FUCK?
WHY MUST I BE THE ONE ALONE?
WHY MUST I BE THE ONE THAT GOES THROUGH EVERYTHING?
WHY?
I'M FUCKING TIRED OF THIS LIFE.
I CAN'T FUCKING DO ANYTHING TO MAKE IT BETTER.
ALL I DO IS CRY NOW.
WHY?
I'M GONE.
FORGET ABOUT ME.
FUCKING WORLD.
Sick and tired of loving,
& 4:06 AM
☠Monday, December 20, 2010
& ; Dreams.
I want you to,
Take over control, take over control.
18th December 2010.
I woke up in tears, feeling helpless.
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream.
(:
Days been normal.
Work, slack, sleep, work, slack, sleep.
My bad eating habit is back.........
Been having a hard time these few days.
Alot happened.
Alot things...
Most rabak is I can't tell anyone at all.
NOBODY....
Ohwell.
Haha.
It's 11:14pm now.
I'm blasting Just A Dream in my room.
Today went textile, then ica, then safra.
Met akl, farah, ree and kuanlin.
Nua etc.
They drank, blabla.
Cabbed aj home, then I trained back tamp, go 824 for breakfast at 8pm.
-.-
Then homed, nua, bla.
---
Aj came my house w darren last week or something.
Styled her hair, fun die. HEHE.
HENSUM SIAK LOLOLOL.
Our west coast slack spot :D
My bed, duh. LOL
SOOOO KAWAIII, no just kidding.
See I style her hair until we have fun LOL.
My house; Guest room.
ARHJARRRR :D
Me and bibi yesterday.
---
Erm, idk if is full song.
Song is 3.28...
But this is 2plus o.o LOL.
Full song kena the WMG thing, copyright sucks. LOL
And this is awesomeeeeeeeeee!!!
ORHHHH-SERM!
The other side by bruno marzzzzz!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m8Ed8in9Qng
CLICK IT, THEY DISABLED EMBED ):
---
You have no idea how many went crazy for you.
Get drunk and seh, screaming your name.
Crying for you.
Asking everyone why don't you look at them a second time.
Numbing themselves with all they can,
Because the pain's too strong to take.
You have no idea how many almost died loving you,
While you don't even look at them...
Take over control, take over control.
18th December 2010.
I woke up in tears, feeling helpless.
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream.
(:
Days been normal.
Work, slack, sleep, work, slack, sleep.
My bad eating habit is back.........
Been having a hard time these few days.
Alot happened.
Alot things...
Most rabak is I can't tell anyone at all.
NOBODY....
Ohwell.
Haha.
It's 11:14pm now.
I'm blasting Just A Dream in my room.
Today went textile, then ica, then safra.
Met akl, farah, ree and kuanlin.
Nua etc.
They drank, blabla.
Cabbed aj home, then I trained back tamp, go 824 for breakfast at 8pm.
-.-
Then homed, nua, bla.
---
Aj came my house w darren last week or something.
Styled her hair, fun die. HEHE.
HENSUM SIAK LOLOLOL.
Our west coast slack spot :D
My bed, duh. LOL
SOOOO KAWAIII, no just kidding.
See I style her hair until we have fun LOL.
My house; Guest room.
ARHJARRRR :D
Me and bibi yesterday.
Met her and bee :D!!
Stupid jocelyn in japan -_-
Stupid jocelyn in japan -_-
West coast plaza.
---
All random pictures luh.
Nothing to say.
Tomorrow working.
Bye.
---
Erm, idk if is full song.
Song is 3.28...
But this is 2plus o.o LOL.
Full song kena the WMG thing, copyright sucks. LOL
And this is awesomeeeeeeeeee!!!
ORHHHH-SERM!
The other side by bruno marzzzzz!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m8Ed8in9Qng
CLICK IT, THEY DISABLED EMBED ):
---
You have no idea how many went crazy for you.
Get drunk and seh, screaming your name.
Crying for you.
Asking everyone why don't you look at them a second time.
Numbing themselves with all they can,
Because the pain's too strong to take.
You have no idea how many almost died loving you,
While you don't even look at them...
Sick and tired of loving,
& 11:11 PM
☠Sunday, December 12, 2010
& ; Sigh.
I've nothing to say.
I'm mad fucking speechless.
HUR.
I shall let pictures do the talking.
I'm not happy, that's it.
I'm tired too.
Gna start working on monday.
I shall numb myself with work.
(:
Sis birthday went thai village for dinner.
Bad quality, well, for a sunday....
Expected. It was kinda bland.
Lol.
All random pictures above.
New ear studs.
And akl necklace with arhjas.
Had sakae buffet with aj akl at west coast plaza.
SALMONNN SAAAASHIMIIIIII~~~~
---
Tonned ytd.
Reach home at 7plus in the morning,
Then 8plus left house go geylang with aunt uncle and cousin.
Back at 10plus.
It's 11:11am now,
I could really use a wish right nowwwwwww.
Kbye.
I'm mad fucking speechless.
HUR.
I shall let pictures do the talking.
I'm not happy, that's it.
I'm tired too.
Gna start working on monday.
I shall numb myself with work.
(:
Sis birthday went thai village for dinner.
Bad quality, well, for a sunday....
Expected. It was kinda bland.
Lol.
All random pictures above.
New ear studs.
And akl necklace with arhjas.
Had sakae buffet with aj akl at west coast plaza.
SALMONNN SAAAASHIMIIIIII~~~~
---
Tonned ytd.
Reach home at 7plus in the morning,
Then 8plus left house go geylang with aunt uncle and cousin.
Back at 10plus.
It's 11:11am now,
I could really use a wish right nowwwwwww.
Kbye.
Sick and tired of loving,
& 10:58 AM
☠Friday, December 3, 2010
& ; Just a dream.
Just a dream,
We were only just a dream.
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yez I would die for you babeh,
But you won't do the same..
Mad nice!
Anyway,
I'm back on drumming.
Well obviously I suck at it, LOL!
Hahahahhaa.
I should be studying please.
Still drum, urgh.
---
---
MAD FUCKING AWESOME.
I LOVE CHRISTINA GRIMMIE!!!!!!!!
I can't stop staring at her :DDDD
Hehehehehe.
I love this song...
It's nice.
And I relate to it. WOOHOO.
(Y)
BAIK LA SIAKKKK.
---
Anyway.
I slept at 7plus in the morning yesterday..
Woke up at 7plus in the evening..
Today whole day damn empty.
As in, I felt mad empty...
This emptiness almost killed me :l
My face was -_- all the way, zzz.
Sigh.
I'm helplesssss.....
It's 6.29am now.
Sun's rising again..
Everyday I live like this.
Without a goal, no target, nothing.
I lost my motivation in everything.
My heart's in a mess.
My brain is killing me.
I'm so troubled.
Sometimes I just scream like fuck at home.
Mad. Zz.
Nothing much luh.
I just..
Idk.
I kept staring up at the nightsky in the middle of the night and stone.
Zzzz.
I'm super mad deep down.
Wtfuck please.
Anyway I had fun yesterday with L&B.
Mad cutessss!
Bought 2 shirt and a earring.
Lol.
K. Bye.
'If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.'
I still love you.
So much, so deep, so true.
All I ever asked for was your love.
But we could never be together.
There's so many reason we can't be.
But 1, I know it clearly,
We should be together, for happiness.
But all, that I don't give a fuck to know, but I still do,
Is that, we're not meant to be....
I guess it'll only be a dream...
It'll always be,
Something I'll never let go of.
You'll always be,
Someone I'll never stop loving.
Darl, did you know?
It's been 196 days.
I may have loved someone else in the period of time,
Somewhere along these months..
But do you know,
I've never got over you?
Talking to you again, or even just seeing you, not even talking,
Or just, your pictures, your everything.
They make me fall for you all over again.
Or maybe when I THINK I got over you,
I haven't didn't.
The mention of your name still affects me.
The sight of you still affects me.
People say, if you're over someone, you won't get affected AT ALL.
But I still do.
And I do miss you.
I'd still stare at you when I'm with you.
Everything about you just attract me so much...
I don't care about your past,
I don't care about anything that you think I'd mind about.
I only know, I love you, for everything you are..
But we're impossible.....
We were only just a dream.
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yez I would die for you babeh,
But you won't do the same..
Mad nice!
Anyway,
I'm back on drumming.
Well obviously I suck at it, LOL!
Hahahahhaa.
I should be studying please.
Still drum, urgh.
---
---
MAD FUCKING AWESOME.
I LOVE CHRISTINA GRIMMIE!!!!!!!!
I can't stop staring at her :DDDD
Hehehehehe.
I love this song...
It's nice.
And I relate to it. WOOHOO.
(Y)
BAIK LA SIAKKKK.
---
Anyway.
I slept at 7plus in the morning yesterday..
Woke up at 7plus in the evening..
Today whole day damn empty.
As in, I felt mad empty...
This emptiness almost killed me :l
My face was -_- all the way, zzz.
Sigh.
I'm helplesssss.....
It's 6.29am now.
Sun's rising again..
Everyday I live like this.
Without a goal, no target, nothing.
I lost my motivation in everything.
My heart's in a mess.
My brain is killing me.
I'm so troubled.
Sometimes I just scream like fuck at home.
Mad. Zz.
Nothing much luh.
I just..
Idk.
I kept staring up at the nightsky in the middle of the night and stone.
Zzzz.
I'm super mad deep down.
Wtfuck please.
Anyway I had fun yesterday with L&B.
Mad cutessss!
Bought 2 shirt and a earring.
Lol.
K. Bye.
'If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.'
I still love you.
So much, so deep, so true.
All I ever asked for was your love.
But we could never be together.
There's so many reason we can't be.
But 1, I know it clearly,
We should be together, for happiness.
But all, that I don't give a fuck to know, but I still do,
Is that, we're not meant to be....
I guess it'll only be a dream...
It'll always be,
Something I'll never let go of.
You'll always be,
Someone I'll never stop loving.
Darl, did you know?
It's been 196 days.
I may have loved someone else in the period of time,
Somewhere along these months..
But do you know,
I've never got over you?
Talking to you again, or even just seeing you, not even talking,
Or just, your pictures, your everything.
They make me fall for you all over again.
Or maybe when I THINK I got over you,
I haven't didn't.
The mention of your name still affects me.
The sight of you still affects me.
People say, if you're over someone, you won't get affected AT ALL.
But I still do.
And I do miss you.
I'd still stare at you when I'm with you.
Everything about you just attract me so much...
I don't care about your past,
I don't care about anything that you think I'd mind about.
I only know, I love you, for everything you are..
But we're impossible.....
Sick and tired of loving,
& 6:22 AM
☠Wednesday, December 1, 2010
& ; Perfection?
A perfect match,
Will always be only a dream.
---
Sotplug.
Addicted to this song after listening to it twice.
LOL.
I still love this song alot.
Weehooheehooooooh.
If perfect's what you're searching for,
Then just stay the same.
It's what I always wanted to tell you.
I wanted you to believe it.
But you still didn't~
Oh her eyes, her eyes~
Glee version, awesome. :D
Love it to the max! (L)
Awww... Sweet!
Meloveglee.
But I don't watch glee, opps? LOL.
And this.....
Ohhhhh....
Sexiest video ever.
LOL.
Fucking sad song.
-___-"
This one too....
---
Random.
---
Hi everyone.
It's the 1st of december already.
So, happy December everyone. ((:
Been staying in this few days.
Sigh.
My mind's in the worst whirlpool ever -_-
Just suck me into the time votex and kill me, tyvm.
Sigh.
Anyway.
Slept this morning at 7plus..
Woke up late at 1plus, hahaha.
Slowly prepare then cabbed over cantonment for reporting w mum and sy.
Aiya, don't mention alr.
Irritate me like fuck only.
ZZZ...
Went chinatown point eat dimsum then cabbed home.
Now I'm homed.
Heading tm meet D K L later.
Ohwellz....
I'm so tired.
Working with Arhjas arkaliao, darren and zhengjie on sunday!
Fuck sia, maybe 6plus need reach.
Jitao is all ton together then go working place liao -.-
ROFL.
Ohwell.
Haaa.
'Messed up one sia you, love until someone you cannot even talk to.'
'If is me, never talk, feeling sure fade one loh.'
LOL.
---
Madfuckingchiotioboh!
Hahahaha.
---
This stupid bitch song.
Made me drop 2 tears yesterday.
Haiyer.
Must be the memories behind this song.
LOL.
Hahaha!! :D
我雖然難過, 愛讓我懦弱.
付出的太多, 無法解脫, 這心痛妳能明白嗎?
我應該如何, 才不會是這結果?
我愛妳愛得好辛苦, 愛得好孤獨, 愛得沒有退路, 我好無助..
抹不去痛楚, 忍不住的哭, 這是妳給我的禮物.
我愛妳愛得好辛苦, 愛得好孤獨, 愛得不能醒悟, 妳好殘酷..
我看著來路, 妳並不在乎, 也許吧, 我無所謂, 一個人去漫步...
---
A perfect bag for you, Chanel.
You know you'll be perfectly happy w it.
But there's too much for you to do to get it,
So you stopped trying to work for it.
And cuz, even when you get it, you might lose it cuz of people around you.
And because you can't afford it anymore after the first bag.
This is a bag, much nicer one, the one you want.
But you can't afford it anymore.
So this perfect match is now just a dream.
Because perfection never exists....
You tried, you wanted to, but you just can't.
Nobody knows why, but somethings have no explanation too..
The Chanel bag doesn't blames you for giving up,
Cuz the bag knows, perfection never did exist in the first place.
A perfect match will always be a dream.
It'll always be...
Something I'll never get over.
Z + C = Chanel.
---
I suck at letting go and getting over.
Ohwell, TOOOO BADDDDD~
K gtg out. Bye.
Will always be only a dream.
---
Sotplug.
Addicted to this song after listening to it twice.
LOL.
I still love this song alot.
Weehooheehooooooh.
If perfect's what you're searching for,
Then just stay the same.
It's what I always wanted to tell you.
I wanted you to believe it.
But you still didn't~
Oh her eyes, her eyes~
Glee version, awesome. :D
Love it to the max! (L)
Awww... Sweet!
Meloveglee.
But I don't watch glee, opps? LOL.
And this.....
Ohhhhh....
Sexiest video ever.
LOL.
Fucking sad song.
-___-"
This one too....
---
Random.
---
Hi everyone.
It's the 1st of december already.
So, happy December everyone. ((:
Been staying in this few days.
Sigh.
My mind's in the worst whirlpool ever -_-
Just suck me into the time votex and kill me, tyvm.
Sigh.
Anyway.
Slept this morning at 7plus..
Woke up late at 1plus, hahaha.
Slowly prepare then cabbed over cantonment for reporting w mum and sy.
Aiya, don't mention alr.
Irritate me like fuck only.
ZZZ...
Went chinatown point eat dimsum then cabbed home.
Now I'm homed.
Heading tm meet D K L later.
Ohwellz....
I'm so tired.
Working with Arhjas arkaliao, darren and zhengjie on sunday!
Fuck sia, maybe 6plus need reach.
Jitao is all ton together then go working place liao -.-
ROFL.
Ohwell.
Haaa.
'Messed up one sia you, love until someone you cannot even talk to.'
'If is me, never talk, feeling sure fade one loh.'
LOL.
---
Madfuckingchiotioboh!
Hahahaha.
---
This stupid bitch song.
Made me drop 2 tears yesterday.
Haiyer.
Must be the memories behind this song.
LOL.
Hahaha!! :D
我雖然難過, 愛讓我懦弱.
付出的太多, 無法解脫, 這心痛妳能明白嗎?
我應該如何, 才不會是這結果?
我愛妳愛得好辛苦, 愛得好孤獨, 愛得沒有退路, 我好無助..
抹不去痛楚, 忍不住的哭, 這是妳給我的禮物.
我愛妳愛得好辛苦, 愛得好孤獨, 愛得不能醒悟, 妳好殘酷..
我看著來路, 妳並不在乎, 也許吧, 我無所謂, 一個人去漫步...
---
A perfect bag for you, Chanel.
You know you'll be perfectly happy w it.
But there's too much for you to do to get it,
So you stopped trying to work for it.
And cuz, even when you get it, you might lose it cuz of people around you.
And because you can't afford it anymore after the first bag.
This is a bag, much nicer one, the one you want.
But you can't afford it anymore.
So this perfect match is now just a dream.
Because perfection never exists....
You tried, you wanted to, but you just can't.
Nobody knows why, but somethings have no explanation too..
The Chanel bag doesn't blames you for giving up,
Cuz the bag knows, perfection never did exist in the first place.
A perfect match will always be a dream.
It'll always be...
Something I'll never get over.
---
I suck at letting go and getting over.
Ohwell, TOOOO BADDDDD~
K gtg out. Bye.
Sick and tired of loving,
& 5:41 PM
