Million years since I blogged.
Hahahahahaha.

I've been sad and all troubled.
Aiya, since when am I not? LOL.

Kay bye.

Sick and tired of loving,

& 9:00 AM

Heartaching likag6ex.
I deactivated my facebook, I switched my phone off.
I'm falling apart so badly.
I only want to be alone.

Sick and tired of loving,

& 12:55 AM

Heyyy guys.
It's been a month!

Alot things happened as usual.
I'm so lazy to explain.

And, man, I'm vexed, again.
Like as usual...
But this time round, about friendship stuffs.

Should I move on? Should I not?

And I've been really busy studying.
Everyday wake up, tuition, 4 - 6 hours.
Shag.

Ohwell, maybe it's good for me? Hahahaha.
Think far, Clare.
(:

Twitter will help you alot of you're a stalker of mine.
<3

Sick and tired of loving,

& 11:21 AM

It's been manymany days since I last updated.

So many things happened.

And I grew up so much.
Over the months, the days.
The every second that I lived.

I fell, and I thought I was never gna stand up anymore.
Until my friends appeared, with their words of encouragement.
Not only that, the actions, the, everything.
They tried ways and means to make me laugh, ensure that I'm fine.
This kinda friends, WHERE FIND!??!?!
:D

It was fate.
Think back, rewinding back to 9 months ago.
Everything was just normal.
Until I gbl, kpo.
Then things started.
And now, though I'm all broken, bruised and heartless,
I'ma happy kid! :D

Sometimes I feel like a kid.
I throw tantrums, and people will try to make me laugh.
Give me lollipops! LOL ( Ahqi did when I was sad )
Is like, I can't possibly waste their effort tio bo?
So I tryyyyyyyy hard to be happy! :D

That's all la.
Mainly safra life.
Pool, talk cock sing song play mahjong, guo tie, blabla.
Lika awesome life please.
If only I had more money LOL.

I've grown up, alot la.
But I'm still a kid... Cuz I'm still childish HEHEHE.
Outer layer old, inner layer must stay young! ^^

That's all ah! BYE!

---

How long has it been? I lost count.
I still miss you to bits.
Days I'd just call you up, find some rubbish topic or questions and ask you...
Just to hear your voice, then kup.
It's like, when will I ever get over the fact that, you're gone?
No, actually I already did.
Just that, idk, nevermind.
-.-

K whatever.
Bye.

---

I really miss seeing you, and miss your voice.
Can you..... Urgh, forget it, you can't.

Sick and tired of loving,

& 11:53 PM

Hey there darlie dear.

I miss you listening to all my xenoarchaelogy rubbish.
I miss you being interested in doctor who with me.
I miss you having this shitassweirdawesome connection with me.
I miss you having the same fucking frequency as me.
I miss you and I having a conversation that nobody’d ever understand.
I miss you listening to the songs I listen to and thinks that they’re nice.
I miss you chatting about the world and everything in the universe.
I miss you being there for me, laughing with me over my silly jokes.
I miss you being the one and only one that knows me so well and the best.
I miss you for everything we’ve, and have done together.

I miss your presence, and everything.

I wonder if you forgot about me, you best damn thing ever.

Sick and tired of loving,

& 2:08 PM

I made a video.
Spent hours on it.



Anyway, been super long since I updated my blog LOL.
Same life loh.
Study, slack, kbox, pool, talk cock sing song.
Hahaha.

Going market soon...
I didn't sleep -_-

And I'll be damn busy the coming week.
Sianz!

CNY coming, means $$$ coming, hohoho.
Gamble ah!

HENG HENG AH, HUAT LAAAAA~

Sick and tired of loving,

& 9:48 AM

It's been 10 days since I last updated my blog.

I went out over the weekends.
Am fucking broke.
I laughed alot when I'm out.
I did my work at home.
My sim card is spoilt.
I'm using my spare number now.
And um.

I'm not exactly happy.
I'm stressed up.
I'm um, irritated almost all the time.
And... I'M FEELING SO FLY LIKA G 6IX~

I love life to bits.
But I hate how it hurts.

Sick and tired of loving,

& 6:24 PM

Hey guys,
It's 2011 already.

I believe everyone felt like,
"Woahhh, 2010 flew by really fast."
Lots of things happened during 2010.
To everyone around me, and myself as well.
It's been awesome, sad, but still, good experiences.

Went through alot these few years,
I learnt alot, I grew up alot.
Which is good, I suppose? Haha.

I'm addicted to afew songs recently..



Here's one of them.
I found it in my phone yesterday, no idea how it got into my phone.
LOL.

Went over Kimtian ton with Akl, sis, susu, daryl and darren bro.
Ahqi and Gera Huiyi! came over for awhile as well.

Funny thing is,
I spotted a police car, so we all went into weewee's house.
Weewee had no keys, then she banged her house door and went like,
'OPEN THE DOORRRR, OPEN THE DOORR!!! GOT MATA!!!!!!!!!'

HAHAHAHHAA.
Awhile, Me, aj, daryl and darren got chased out by weewee's ahma.
POWER TO THE GUDIGA!!!! ROFL.

Slacked outside blabla.
Daryl went home.

Aj, D and me went over some place for food.
Awhile, Aj's dad came over.
Chatted and stuffs, then he tompang us over to commonwealth.
Waited until 545am w darren, thinking first train will be here.
End up it's public holiday!?!?!?#!@$#!#!@%@!#

Waited alone until 613am T.T
Went home, blabla, slept at 8plus 9plus in the morning.
Took meds and sleeping pills.
So slept until 8pm.
HEHEHEHEHE.
Then akl called and chatted w me, so I woke.
Awesome sleep I had, rested so much, heh heh!

Another song that I wna share,
Awesome song, LOL.
But it's chineseeeeeee~ :D



Anyway, quite afew days back,
Tonned with weewee, aj and lileng.
Was at purmei.
Then blablabla, weewee had to go home.
Then awhile, aj went home. -.-
Leave me and lileng alone LOL.
So walked over to lower delta, then puay cab $1 go Kimtian.
Stayed at weewee house with lileng.
All went to sleep at 3plus.
I used computer until 6plus.
Then left w lileng.

Almost fainted on the train, had badbadbad fainting spells.
Went home, had slight fever.
Woke with a high fever.
Fever for 2 full days plus abit :l

40 degree celsius was my highest temp.
Went to the doctor and got some meds, then felt better.
Hoho. ^^

I love weewee sis, always so nice.
Say if I kena pangseh during ton sessions,
Can go her house stay until morning.
Awww sis, muax! HAHAHA.

Okay anw.
Another few songs.

This song is fucking meaningful omfg.



This, is, we'll be a dream.
(:



Do you remmeber the nights,
We stayed up just laughing~
Smiling for hours, at anything~

Hahaha, lalala.

Anyway,
Have I ever told you guys?
I fucking love Christina Grimmie.
She's cute, funny, beautiful, sharp and, omfg.
Her voice, her accent, her singing, her eyes, her hair.
Her sense of fashion, and everything.
Love of my life.

I'm sorry, I know I happen to have lots of 'love of my life' HAHAHA.
xD

Did I mention?
Grenade right,
Until now, I've seen and heard quite afew covers.
The nicer ones were still from guys.
I guess that song still suits a guy's voice more..
Like.. Guy's voice, but high pitch? LOL.
Idk how to say, but ohwell.
Not that girls' version ain't nice, but it doesn't bring out the song's essence?
LOL.
Okay nevermind~~~~~

Christina Grimmie's version of Grenade.
She modified some parts, it's good.
But I still love Jason Chen's version more, hehehe.



^^

AWWWW.....
I LOVE HER.
SHE'S SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just fucking love her face!
Like when she talk.
SO CUTE AND STYLE.
WALAO.
I LOVE HERRRRR.

Okay anyway.
Here's why I say she's cute.
Listen to what she says as she explains how she'd get a point for the Youtube competition!!



"I love how they just assume everyone has a Facebook and a Twitter..."
"BUT ANYWAY....."

HAHAHAHA.
MADLOVES.

GO AND HELP HER BITCHES, MUAX.

And this is FUCKING CUTEEEE!!



And this.



And this.



WHY IS SHE SO AMAZINGLY CUTE.

Sick and tired of loving,

& 12:54 AM

Hey everyone..
It's 31st December again.
My 15th 31st, what about you? (:

2010 had been a really hard year.
Lots of things happened, like hell on Earth.
Sigh.

I hope 2011 will be a better year....
Horoscope said it will be, for Taurus...
I'm a weird Taurus... So Idk if it'll be referring to me too lol.

Been having a hard time trying to act like nothing's wrong.
Well actually nothing is wrong.
Just that nothing is right as well, hur.

Ohwell.
Nevermind.
Bye (:

And,

Happy new year in advance, pricks. (:

Sick and tired of loving,

& 9:57 PM

Enough is enough~
I will open my eyes from my rest and feel happy.
It'll be a brand new day.
Nobody, nothing and nowhere can make me sad anymore.
I've no more feelings.
I feel fucking numb.

Too numbed to feel anything.
It's like, the worst is already over.
Days and nights I spent crying like fuck.
Days and nights I spent thinking about you.
Days and nights I spent, just felt like dying.
It's over, I swear.

I've so many people around me to live for.
My akl, sis, my good friends, my family, my bright future?
HAHA!
I am very happy now.
My life is going into another stage right now.
Once the tough route is over,
I will be even happier.
:D!!

I will be happy, I know I will.

And for you?
Just be happy and I'll be happy (:

Sick and tired of loving,

& 4:11 AM