♥ Your backdrop silhouette.
My apologies, I lost control.
☠Thursday, December 24, 2009
& ; Melly clistmas!
CLISTMAS EVE IS HERE,
PAPA FASTER GIVE ME PLESENT!
AISEH.
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE AH!
HOHOHO.
Bored si le.
Kkkk yesterday.
Went out tuh meet eunice.
Went down inter meet yiling, daemian and sexy.
Wait for boy.
Thn went ovr tuh cheers met Dansen.
Alibaba thn went off.
Went GV for movie.
Bought tix.
Walk around.
Bought snacks went in.
Around 6.45 whn I replied ling's text inside.
Yea.
Mm.
Movie was great.
I was being gay among everyone I know who watched avatar.
Cb.
Can't believe I was th only gay.
Fag.
It was damn awesome k.
HIGHLY RECCOMENDED AHHHHH !!
HAHAHA.
After movie.
9.30.
Went in at 6.45pm sial.
LOL.
(Y)
Hmm.
Walk around.
Decided home.
Boy sent sexy home.
I bused back with eunice.
Went for prata.
Too many people.
So went around sit and chat first.
Thn go back, aiya still alot people wtf.
So dabao go my house eat.
Bought drinks from 7-11.
Ate and chatted about alot random stuffs.
:D
Her sisters drove here and fetched her home.
Like, I kidnapped her sia.
All so kan chiong ask her go home.
LUUULZ.
Stuffs happened and wooooooooooow.
Hi melly clistmas.
Slept at 5.
For tuhday.
Woke at 5.30.
Climbed out of bed at 6pm.
Washed up.
Comped all th way till 8 plus.
Bathed.
Comped till 10 plus.
Mama ask me go dabao.
So I went down.
JUST TH MOMENT I WAS GIVING MY MOTHER HER FOOD,
EUNICE CALL ME, WANT MEET ME.
Kk I ask her come my house ( her second house wtf )
Thn 3 minutes later or lesser,
She call me.
ASK ME GO DOWN ALL TH WAY TUH SOMEWHERE LIKE,
5-10 MINUTES WALK AWAY.
WHEN I JUST REACHED HOME PREPARING TUH DEVOUR MY FOOD.
T.T
So I managed tuh cheat her come my house with maggie mee,
Thn I quickly go cook maggie mee for her.
1 minute after cooking, she came.
Aiseh, timing so zun ah.
I was still sitting down after hanging up th call.
Thn I think, aiya just cook first, later lazy cook liao.
HAHA.
I'M SO AWESOMELY KIND.
TSK.
K THN EAT LE,
ALIBABA
12PLUS SHE GO HOME.
WENT 7-11 FIRST THN SHE GO HOME.
K THT'S ALL
AI NI MEN
SHENG DAN JIE ( EVE ) KUAI LE .
PAPA FASTER GIVE ME PLESENT!
AISEH.
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE AH!
HOHOHO.
Bored si le.
Kkkk yesterday.
Went out tuh meet eunice.
Went down inter meet yiling, daemian and sexy.
Wait for boy.
Thn went ovr tuh cheers met Dansen.
Alibaba thn went off.
Went GV for movie.
Bought tix.
Walk around.
Bought snacks went in.
Around 6.45 whn I replied ling's text inside.
Yea.
Mm.
Movie was great.
I was being gay among everyone I know who watched avatar.
Cb.
Can't believe I was th only gay.
Fag.
It was damn awesome k.
HIGHLY RECCOMENDED AHHHHH !!
HAHAHA.
After movie.
9.30.
Went in at 6.45pm sial.
LOL.
(Y)
Hmm.
Walk around.
Decided home.
Boy sent sexy home.
I bused back with eunice.
Went for prata.
Too many people.
So went around sit and chat first.
Thn go back, aiya still alot people wtf.
So dabao go my house eat.
Bought drinks from 7-11.
Ate and chatted about alot random stuffs.
:D
Her sisters drove here and fetched her home.
Like, I kidnapped her sia.
All so kan chiong ask her go home.
LUUULZ.
Stuffs happened and wooooooooooow.
Hi melly clistmas.
Slept at 5.
For tuhday.
Woke at 5.30.
Climbed out of bed at 6pm.
Washed up.
Comped all th way till 8 plus.
Bathed.
Comped till 10 plus.
Mama ask me go dabao.
So I went down.
JUST TH MOMENT I WAS GIVING MY MOTHER HER FOOD,
EUNICE CALL ME, WANT MEET ME.
Kk I ask her come my house ( her second house wtf )
Thn 3 minutes later or lesser,
She call me.
ASK ME GO DOWN ALL TH WAY TUH SOMEWHERE LIKE,
5-10 MINUTES WALK AWAY.
WHEN I JUST REACHED HOME PREPARING TUH DEVOUR MY FOOD.
T.T
So I managed tuh cheat her come my house with maggie mee,
Thn I quickly go cook maggie mee for her.
1 minute after cooking, she came.
Aiseh, timing so zun ah.
I was still sitting down after hanging up th call.
Thn I think, aiya just cook first, later lazy cook liao.
HAHA.
I'M SO AWESOMELY KIND.
TSK.
K THN EAT LE,
ALIBABA
12PLUS SHE GO HOME.
WENT 7-11 FIRST THN SHE GO HOME.
K THT'S ALL
AI NI MEN
SHENG DAN JIE ( EVE ) KUAI LE .
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 2:09 AM
☠Tuesday, December 22, 2009
& ; Eversohurt.
Don't read it.
I just want tuh type it.
Bet nobody wants tuh read it either.
A big chunk of alphabets, bored, no?
Everything is by me, Clare lim.
All my heart felt words.
Fuck.
'I love someone, and treat them like my everything, with my everything. I don't ask them tuh be with me, I just hope they'll be happy, and I'll be happy. Even them being attached. I'll still be there, even accompanying them over tuh meet th one they love and cry over. ( Yes I do cry over it sometimes whn it reaches my limit. But, how ? I can't do anything, can I ? I'm like this. ) Whn they get single, I'll be there tuh listen tuh their stories behind those tears. Being there tuh listen, lend a shoulder tuh lean on, give them all th advises tht never never hurts, and talk tuh them in th softest tone I'll ever go tuh, making them feel like I'm depenable, and will never leave. I cry by myself with all tht hurts a normal human being, ( All those torturing stuffs for people in love you can think of. ). Just feel happy tuh be able tuh know of th progress in their life, their emotions, what's troubling them, and knowing tht they trust me, is enough. Always been hoping tuh one day, own tht person, and proudly announce tht person is mine, but there's too much tuh consider, too much stress tuh take on. I'm different, different from everyone. I can't afford tuh change th life of th one I love. I wonder, I think. I dig for an answer, tht never appears, and as time passes, th pain and stress adds on. So I cry alone, and smile tuh everyone else, telling them I'm over, telling them I don't love tht someone anymore, I hate them, they suck, they make use of my love for them, but who knows th truth? Me. I say tht I hate them, I don't need them, Idw tuh see them, etc, all fake. All are just words attempting tuh make myself forget so I can move on. All th hatings, all th words of saying I will and want tuh leave tht person, everything comes out and I struggle with myself. Idk what's good for me. Being there and still hurt, but happy, or leave and clean cut once and for all. I guess clean cut is th better way afterall, though it'll be th same as losing a friend, and maybe a good friend, a listening ear. Or just turning tables with tht person cos of some stuffs and never turn back. Be like a true bitch, a bastard child, and leave. Leave those memories, time spent together behind, burnt intuh ashes cos we never want tuh look back anymore. Overnight everything changed and it all seemed like a dream and everyone's woken up. Th dream tht lasted for months ended. Everynight as th sky grows dimmer and th stars shine brighter up high with th moon, I stare at them and wonder whn will th pain end, th pain tht's been so heartbreaking.. They act like you. I talk tuh them, but they're so far away, and they don't ever replies me. And till th end when I think I really can't take it anymore, I force myself tuh give up, and leave, with a phobia of loving. Tht's how I love someone.' - Lhy, Clare.
This is how I feel each time I love someone.
Yes.
This stupid.
But what tuh do?
-.-
So now, people who knows I've loved them,
This is what I do.
-.-
Shhhh.
It's over if you know I do liked you.
Cos I only confess about it when I no longer do.
:D
Can even talk about it.
Luuuulz.
(: Bye.
I just want tuh type it.
Bet nobody wants tuh read it either.
A big chunk of alphabets, bored, no?
Everything is by me, Clare lim.
All my heart felt words.
Fuck.
'I love someone, and treat them like my everything, with my everything. I don't ask them tuh be with me, I just hope they'll be happy, and I'll be happy. Even them being attached. I'll still be there, even accompanying them over tuh meet th one they love and cry over. ( Yes I do cry over it sometimes whn it reaches my limit. But, how ? I can't do anything, can I ? I'm like this. ) Whn they get single, I'll be there tuh listen tuh their stories behind those tears. Being there tuh listen, lend a shoulder tuh lean on, give them all th advises tht never never hurts, and talk tuh them in th softest tone I'll ever go tuh, making them feel like I'm depenable, and will never leave. I cry by myself with all tht hurts a normal human being, ( All those torturing stuffs for people in love you can think of. ). Just feel happy tuh be able tuh know of th progress in their life, their emotions, what's troubling them, and knowing tht they trust me, is enough. Always been hoping tuh one day, own tht person, and proudly announce tht person is mine, but there's too much tuh consider, too much stress tuh take on. I'm different, different from everyone. I can't afford tuh change th life of th one I love. I wonder, I think. I dig for an answer, tht never appears, and as time passes, th pain and stress adds on. So I cry alone, and smile tuh everyone else, telling them I'm over, telling them I don't love tht someone anymore, I hate them, they suck, they make use of my love for them, but who knows th truth? Me. I say tht I hate them, I don't need them, Idw tuh see them, etc, all fake. All are just words attempting tuh make myself forget so I can move on. All th hatings, all th words of saying I will and want tuh leave tht person, everything comes out and I struggle with myself. Idk what's good for me. Being there and still hurt, but happy, or leave and clean cut once and for all. I guess clean cut is th better way afterall, though it'll be th same as losing a friend, and maybe a good friend, a listening ear. Or just turning tables with tht person cos of some stuffs and never turn back. Be like a true bitch, a bastard child, and leave. Leave those memories, time spent together behind, burnt intuh ashes cos we never want tuh look back anymore. Overnight everything changed and it all seemed like a dream and everyone's woken up. Th dream tht lasted for months ended. Everynight as th sky grows dimmer and th stars shine brighter up high with th moon, I stare at them and wonder whn will th pain end, th pain tht's been so heartbreaking.. They act like you. I talk tuh them, but they're so far away, and they don't ever replies me. And till th end when I think I really can't take it anymore, I force myself tuh give up, and leave, with a phobia of loving. Tht's how I love someone.' - Lhy, Clare.
This is how I feel each time I love someone.
Yes.
This stupid.
But what tuh do?
-.-
So now, people who knows I've loved them,
This is what I do.
-.-
Shhhh.
It's over if you know I do liked you.
Cos I only confess about it when I no longer do.
:D
Can even talk about it.
Luuuulz.
(: Bye.
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 3:48 AM
☠
Tht saddest day,
Th worst day of my life.
Nothing much.
Been, sick.
LOL!
Kk.
Almost went hospital.
PAIN DIE WO.
SUPER SUPER SICK AND PAIN.
BUT MOTHER BGY SEND ME GO RAFFLES.
COS SHE THINK I FRIDAY TON IS PUNGUM MA.
SO I SUDDENLY SICK UNTIL LIKE THT.
PRO LOH
YOU PRO.
YOUR DAUGHTER GOING DIE YOU LIE THT
PRO.
--
Eunice came over at night.
On i forgot which day.
Comped with her awhile,
Thn I rest.
She use comp while I sleep
:x
Before sleeping I keep irriate her.
With ' I sleep very cute, DON'T PEEP '
LOLLLLLLLL .
Mmm.
Woke up around 45 minuts later.
Eunice la.
Damn noisy k.
Dk wtf she doing.
Keep barking like a dog, YES BARK.
CB. LOLLL.
Alibaba laugh till 11plus 12.
She went home.
Send her down tuh coffee shop.
Ai ni la.
(:
Thn th day after,
Boy and sheck-si came over.
Aww feel so loved LOL!
Chit chat stone etc.
They left at around 10.55 - 11pm.
Send them over tuh bus stop.
They left, I went home.
Had headache since tht day noon till now.
It's been like, idk.
2 days?
-.-
Kk now it's raining, i love it.
I WANT PRATA.
EUNICE TAN YOU OWE ME PRATA.
Anyway went down meet eunice for awhile tuhday.
Around 8plus.
Make her late for another date,
HAHAHA FUN.
LOLL.
I'm sure everyone saw this.
On tumblr, blogposts, everywhere.
Damn meaningful.
Hur.
I like.
:D
K tht's all.
Bye.
Th worst day of my life.
Nothing much.
Been, sick.
LOL!
Kk.
Almost went hospital.
PAIN DIE WO.
SUPER SUPER SICK AND PAIN.
BUT MOTHER BGY SEND ME GO RAFFLES.
COS SHE THINK I FRIDAY TON IS PUNGUM MA.
SO I SUDDENLY SICK UNTIL LIKE THT.
PRO LOH
YOU PRO.
YOUR DAUGHTER GOING DIE YOU LIE THT
PRO.
--
Eunice came over at night.
On i forgot which day.
Comped with her awhile,
Thn I rest.
She use comp while I sleep
:x
Before sleeping I keep irriate her.
With ' I sleep very cute, DON'T PEEP '
LOLLLLLLLL .
Mmm.
Woke up around 45 minuts later.
Eunice la.
Damn noisy k.
Dk wtf she doing.
Keep barking like a dog, YES BARK.
CB. LOLLL.
Alibaba laugh till 11plus 12.
She went home.
Send her down tuh coffee shop.
Ai ni la.
(:
Thn th day after,
Boy and sheck-si came over.
Aww feel so loved LOL!
Chit chat stone etc.
They left at around 10.55 - 11pm.
Send them over tuh bus stop.
They left, I went home.
Had headache since tht day noon till now.
It's been like, idk.
2 days?
-.-
Kk now it's raining, i love it.
I WANT PRATA.
EUNICE TAN YOU OWE ME PRATA.
Anyway went down meet eunice for awhile tuhday.
Around 8plus.
Make her late for another date,
HAHAHA FUN.
LOLL.
I'm sure everyone saw this.
On tumblr, blogposts, everywhere.
Damn meaningful.
Hur.
I like.
:D
K tht's all.
Bye.
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 12:38 AM
☠Friday, December 18, 2009
& ; The ransom.
Sending shivers,
Right, down, your, spine.
Okay.
Went bugis for shisha.
Everyone was late.
Met vivian at train station first.
Thn went down Nabins.
Awhile later, rain bigbig.
Had tuh go down with umbrella tuh fetch boy and sexy.
Walked wrong way, zzzz.
Fuck die me k.
Thn end up.
I got damnnnnnnnnnnnn wet.
SUPER.
Thn need walk back s'more -.-
Jitao is torture.
Went nabins wait.
Awhile later,
Jervin, Max and wanli came.
Seperated table at sofa area.
Thn shisha till like, 7plus,
Jervin they all went off.
Some stuffs happened when they went off,
Till 8plus 9.
Dw say la.
Thn decided tuh go sexy's house first.
Wait for her prepare etc,
Vivian's dad come fetch us over tuh her house.
Overnight there.
Played true or dare, chatted, etc, laughed and all.
Till 4, we called mac delivery.
Thanks Vivian for th treat, owe her 1 :D
HAd lots of chatting and all.
Left at 9am.
Cabbed home.
Bathed etc.
Slept at 10.30am.
Woke at 2pm, shivering and trembling like mad.
Had HIGH FEVER.
Woah.
Off aircon sleep till 6plus.
Totally weak like fucker.
Stone until dk when,
Dragged myself up for a bath, and got medicine.
Went back sleep.
Alibaba la.
Thn same thing la.
Tuesday till now, which is friday.
Ate like,
Half bowl cha soba, 1 small bowl steam egg and half bowl porridge.
Hurhurhur.
Super sick.
Went doct yesterday.
Wasn't tht bad alr.
But it was like 39.5 degree.
Means tuesday was like...... 40+ ?
LOL.
Sigh.
Damn xinku ):
Stomach keeeeep pain.
Pain die wo.
T.T
Every 7 hour pain 1 time.
Nabeh.
Pain ttm k.
I wanna cry T.T
Actually going Ikea with Alicia Boy Simin and I think Sheck-si.
But cos I major sickness :x
So not going le.
Alicia going with simin I think.
Sigh.
SOWEE ):
Lucky never kena swineflu.
Si yiling scare die wo.
HAHAHA.
Kk tht's all for these days.
BYE!
See thisssssssssssss.
Forget post.
:P
HAHA.
This is at vivian's house.
E and K.
Viviannnnn.
Our breakfast.
Pwned.
So many honey and butter may etc.
LOL.
This is my medicine T.T
Hi da jia hao.
This is me!
K end.
Right, down, your, spine.
Okay.
Went bugis for shisha.
Everyone was late.
Met vivian at train station first.
Thn went down Nabins.
Awhile later, rain bigbig.
Had tuh go down with umbrella tuh fetch boy and sexy.
Walked wrong way, zzzz.
Fuck die me k.
Thn end up.
I got damnnnnnnnnnnnn wet.
SUPER.
Thn need walk back s'more -.-
Jitao is torture.
Went nabins wait.
Awhile later,
Jervin, Max and wanli came.
Seperated table at sofa area.
Thn shisha till like, 7plus,
Jervin they all went off.
Some stuffs happened when they went off,
Till 8plus 9.
Dw say la.
Thn decided tuh go sexy's house first.
Wait for her prepare etc,
Vivian's dad come fetch us over tuh her house.
Overnight there.
Played true or dare, chatted, etc, laughed and all.
Till 4, we called mac delivery.
Thanks Vivian for th treat, owe her 1 :D
HAd lots of chatting and all.
Left at 9am.
Cabbed home.
Bathed etc.
Slept at 10.30am.
Woke at 2pm, shivering and trembling like mad.
Had HIGH FEVER.
Woah.
Off aircon sleep till 6plus.
Totally weak like fucker.
Stone until dk when,
Dragged myself up for a bath, and got medicine.
Went back sleep.
Alibaba la.
Thn same thing la.
Tuesday till now, which is friday.
Ate like,
Half bowl cha soba, 1 small bowl steam egg and half bowl porridge.
Hurhurhur.
Super sick.
Went doct yesterday.
Wasn't tht bad alr.
But it was like 39.5 degree.
Means tuesday was like...... 40+ ?
LOL.
Sigh.
Damn xinku ):
Stomach keeeeep pain.
Pain die wo.
T.T
Every 7 hour pain 1 time.
Nabeh.
Pain ttm k.
I wanna cry T.T
Actually going Ikea with Alicia Boy Simin and I think Sheck-si.
But cos I major sickness :x
So not going le.
Alicia going with simin I think.
Sigh.
SOWEE ):
Lucky never kena swineflu.
Si yiling scare die wo.
HAHAHA.
Kk tht's all for these days.
BYE!
See thisssssssssssss.
Forget post.
:P
HAHA.
This is at vivian's house.
E and K.
Viviannnnn.
Our breakfast.
Pwned.
So many honey and butter may etc.
LOL.
This is my medicine T.T
Hi da jia hao.
This is me!
K end.
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 1:57 PM
☠Monday, December 14, 2009
& ; Moonlight love.
Just like Dejavu.
I'm standing here again.
Hur.
Woke at 10plus.
Went church etc.
Went cs ate.
Alibaba thn bough stuffs, cabbed home.
Awhile, at around 4plus.
Met yiling at house downstair.
I wasn't slow, YAY.
For th first time HAHA.
Went inter meet jervin and rumin.
Went around, I buy stuffs for eunice.
Thn before going cs, Rumin went off.
Rotted at CS toilet LOLOL.
Decided tuh pei Jervin go bugis.
Supposedly go and come back.
Endup pei her eat, cos her friend, adeline, will be late.
Thn sit at mac till rot.
Chatted lots etc.
Went train station meet her friend.
END UP ?
I TAGGED ALONG, WOW.
HUR.
Alibaba everywhere.
Stoned -.-
Adeline they all went off at 10.30.
Went tuh cab back.
Nbcb cab let us wait 20 minutes before coming.
Yaosiew.
-.-
Cabbed back tuh her house
I paied first.
10.20 sia. cb. LOLLL.
Sent her back home,
Walked go shall station buy drink.
Layzee walk, so bused home.
Yea.
Stuffs happened and........
Yep.
Bye.
Anw I'm finally eating cos I almost puked out nothing -.-
I'm standing here again.
Hur.
Woke at 10plus.
Went church etc.
Went cs ate.
Alibaba thn bough stuffs, cabbed home.
Awhile, at around 4plus.
Met yiling at house downstair.
I wasn't slow, YAY.
For th first time HAHA.
Went inter meet jervin and rumin.
Went around, I buy stuffs for eunice.
Thn before going cs, Rumin went off.
Rotted at CS toilet LOLOL.
Decided tuh pei Jervin go bugis.
Supposedly go and come back.
Endup pei her eat, cos her friend, adeline, will be late.
Thn sit at mac till rot.
Chatted lots etc.
Went train station meet her friend.
END UP ?
I TAGGED ALONG, WOW.
HUR.
Alibaba everywhere.
Stoned -.-
Adeline they all went off at 10.30.
Went tuh cab back.
Nbcb cab let us wait 20 minutes before coming.
Yaosiew.
-.-
Cabbed back tuh her house
I paied first.
10.20 sia. cb. LOLLL.
Sent her back home,
Walked go shall station buy drink.
Layzee walk, so bused home.
Yea.
Stuffs happened and........
Yep.
Bye.
Anw I'm finally eating cos I almost puked out nothing -.-
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 2:45 AM
☠Sunday, December 13, 2009
& ; Heartpain.
It's what I feel,
When I'm tearing apart.
能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了
能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把愛割舍
我不能睡
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
沒有了你 全都不對
我都學不會 把愛敷衍
用笑容來把眼淚催眠
--
Heartpainlikepcb.
Sigh.
I hate this shit.
When I'm tearing apart.
能不能不愛了 因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把你忘了
能不能不愛了 愛情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 卻無法把愛割舍
我不能睡
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
沒有了你 全都不對
我都學不會 把愛敷衍
用笑容來把眼淚催眠
--
Heartpainlikepcb.
Sigh.
I hate this shit.
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 4:53 AM
☠
Te amo, te amo.
Don't it mean iloveyou?
( Wasn't th sky I wanted this noon )
" Cos I needed a sky tht gives me th right feeling tuh smile. "
Mm.
Thursday met eunice at night.
Bought beer for her.
She drank, thn went home.
LOL.
Nothing much luhs.
--
Friday went out at 4plus tuh Jervin's house.
Shydieme.
Damn quiet ._. ....
Played mahjong.
Thn rumin had tuh go work.
So cleared everything, I went off tuh meet Eunice.
Thanks jervin for your present :D
Damn nice LOL.
Met eunice at 824 behind.
Hmm.
Went my house downstairs slack etc.
Until Jervin texted me o.o
Thn J and Pingping coming,
I went up get stuffs down.
Thn played daidee.
Alibaba till 9.
Pingping went off.
Thn left us, 3.
Talked and cocked.
Till Germaine( eunice's sister ) came.
Chatted etc.
Table underside got cockroach -.-
Wanted go playground, end up got also, zzz twat.
Thn went 888 voiddeck.
I was th last tuh sit down...
Cos I damn humji when it comes tuh cockroach.....
I check until even dust also can see LOLLLLL.
Chat until ermmmm.
11 like tht.
Walked tuh prime with them.
Thn Eunice and Germaine went in prime,
While I walked Jervin back tuh her house downstairs.
KIND SOUL IS LIKE THIS ONE LA AIYOOOO.
HHAHAHA.
K thn walked back alone.
Seemed so far omg LOLL.
Soon realised I had fever.
And sorethroat, and cough.
GG.
LULZ.
Like some ahhai omg.
Slept at 3plus.
Woke at 2plus.
Ate macs.
Stayed in whole day.
Stuffs happened, I flared up.
Fucked.
So yes.
End.
--
Lots of things went through my mind.
I talked with someone and someone told me th truth.
I flared up so much and thank god,
I finally realised th truth.
Th truth I've been searching for.
Sorry k, I don't need it.
Don't it mean iloveyou?
( Wasn't th sky I wanted this noon )
" Cos I needed a sky tht gives me th right feeling tuh smile. "
Mm.
Thursday met eunice at night.
Bought beer for her.
She drank, thn went home.
LOL.
Nothing much luhs.
--
Friday went out at 4plus tuh Jervin's house.
Shydieme.
Damn quiet ._. ....
Played mahjong.
Thn rumin had tuh go work.
So cleared everything, I went off tuh meet Eunice.
Thanks jervin for your present :D
Damn nice LOL.
Met eunice at 824 behind.
Hmm.
Went my house downstairs slack etc.
Until Jervin texted me o.o
Thn J and Pingping coming,
I went up get stuffs down.
Thn played daidee.
Alibaba till 9.
Pingping went off.
Thn left us, 3.
Talked and cocked.
Till Germaine( eunice's sister ) came.
Chatted etc.
Table underside got cockroach -.-
Wanted go playground, end up got also, zzz twat.
Thn went 888 voiddeck.
I was th last tuh sit down...
Cos I damn humji when it comes tuh cockroach.....
I check until even dust also can see LOLLLLL.
Chat until ermmmm.
11 like tht.
Walked tuh prime with them.
Thn Eunice and Germaine went in prime,
While I walked Jervin back tuh her house downstairs.
KIND SOUL IS LIKE THIS ONE LA AIYOOOO.
HHAHAHA.
K thn walked back alone.
Seemed so far omg LOLL.
Soon realised I had fever.
And sorethroat, and cough.
GG.
LULZ.
Like some ahhai omg.
Slept at 3plus.
Woke at 2plus.
Ate macs.
Stayed in whole day.
Stuffs happened, I flared up.
Fucked.
So yes.
End.
--
Lots of things went through my mind.
I talked with someone and someone told me th truth.
I flared up so much and thank god,
I finally realised th truth.
Th truth I've been searching for.
Sorry k, I don't need it.
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 2:42 AM
☠Thursday, December 10, 2009
& ; Misses.
Lie with me and whisper,
Hello, I miss you quite terribly.
Rihanna's new single.
Te amo, te amo, she says tuh me.
I hear th pain in her voice.
Thn we danced underneath th candleabra, she takes th lead.
Tht's whn i saw it in her eyes, it's over.
Thn she said Te amo, thn she put her hand around me waist.
I told her no, she cried Te amo,
I told her I'm not gonna run away, but let me go.
My soul has arrived, without asking why.
I said Te amo, wish somebody would tell me what she said.
Don't it mean I love you.
I think it means I love you.
Don't it mean I love you.
Te amo, te amo, she's scared tuh breathe.
I hold her hand, i got no choice, uhh.
Pulled me out on the beach, danced in the water, I start to leave.
She's begging me and asking why it's over.
Then she said Te amo, then she put her hand around me waist.
I told her no she cried Te amo,
i told her I'm not gonna run away, but let me go.
My soul has arrived, without asking why.
I said Te amo, wish somebody would tell me what she said.
Don't it mean I love you.
I think it means I love you.
Don't it mean I love you.
Yes we can dance.
But you gotta watch your hands.
Watch me all night.
I move under th light because I understand.
Tht we all need love, and I'm not afraid.
I feel th love but i don't feel tht way.
Then she said Te amo, thn she put her hand around me waist.
I told her no she cried Te amo,
I told her I'm not gna run away, but let me go.
My soul has arrived, without asking why.
I said Te amo, wish somebody would tell me what she said
Don't it mean I love you.
I think it means I love you.
Don't it mean I love you.
I think it means I love you, I love you.
Te amo, te amo, don't it mean i love you..
--
I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here
Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here
Our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here
You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your
You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you, I miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.
Hello, I miss you quite terribly.
Rihanna's new single.
Te amo, te amo, she says tuh me.
I hear th pain in her voice.
Thn we danced underneath th candleabra, she takes th lead.
Tht's whn i saw it in her eyes, it's over.
Thn she said Te amo, thn she put her hand around me waist.
I told her no, she cried Te amo,
I told her I'm not gonna run away, but let me go.
My soul has arrived, without asking why.
I said Te amo, wish somebody would tell me what she said.
Don't it mean I love you.
I think it means I love you.
Don't it mean I love you.
Te amo, te amo, she's scared tuh breathe.
I hold her hand, i got no choice, uhh.
Pulled me out on the beach, danced in the water, I start to leave.
She's begging me and asking why it's over.
Then she said Te amo, then she put her hand around me waist.
I told her no she cried Te amo,
i told her I'm not gonna run away, but let me go.
My soul has arrived, without asking why.
I said Te amo, wish somebody would tell me what she said.
Don't it mean I love you.
I think it means I love you.
Don't it mean I love you.
Yes we can dance.
But you gotta watch your hands.
Watch me all night.
I move under th light because I understand.
Tht we all need love, and I'm not afraid.
I feel th love but i don't feel tht way.
Then she said Te amo, thn she put her hand around me waist.
I told her no she cried Te amo,
I told her I'm not gna run away, but let me go.
My soul has arrived, without asking why.
I said Te amo, wish somebody would tell me what she said
Don't it mean I love you.
I think it means I love you.
Don't it mean I love you.
I think it means I love you, I love you.
Te amo, te amo, don't it mean i love you..
--
I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here
Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here
Our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here
You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your
You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you, I miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 5:39 PM
☠Wednesday, December 9, 2009
& ; Rockstars.
Nightsky, moonlight.
Grind th dancefloor wet.
MMMMM.
Never blog!
So layy-zee.
HAHA.
K er.
Due tuh major stonage and mental block + emoness.
My dearest darlings, Shark-see and boy came tuh my house!
Thanks k (L)
Cooked for them maggie mee.
Had milo afterwards.
Thn I ate my food.
Went in room rotted etc!
Until 10.
Decided tuh go down raffles hosp.
Visit my mum.
Thn cabbed home at 1plus.
Glad tuh see my mother fine and happy.
Lurbelurbe.
Joked etc entertain her.
She slept, and we went off at 1.15am.
Rushed back on cab cos boy and shark-see gastric!
D:
Ordered food for them, drinks.
Dimsum we steng. HAHAHA.
All I pay -.-
Cos owe them money.
But not so much lo x.x
Sian.
No money tuh save at all.
Hahaha nehmind.
Poor together.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Thn went up my house.
Eveyrone bathed and brushteeth etc.
Sexy bathed first.
Thn me bathe in mother's room,
Boy at outside.
HALFWAY MY HOUSE BLACKOUT HAHAHA.
SEXY DAMN SCARED LOLLLL.
I rushed out thn went out tuh toilet find sexy, with my phone.
LOL.
SMART HER USE MY PHONE TORCH HAHAHA.
She's scared mad D:
Thn lc-ed with sexy.
Our dare and do.
LOLZ.
ME NOT HUMJI HAHAHA.
Rocked th HDB down.
From like, idk. 3 plus?
Until morning 7plus.
LOLOL.
(Y)
Party like a rock star ~
Grind like a porn star ~
Mmmm.
Mmmm.
Mmmm.
They tonned.
Slept at 8.30.
Till 10.30.
I went over tuh wake them up.
Thn i went back room sleep awhile,
Thinking they'll wake me...
End up.. LOLS.
They went off without telling me ):
Sad die me.
Woke up, like so lonely LOL!
Okayyyyy.
So yep.
Tht's all.
Going shisha soon.
(:
Grind th dancefloor wet.
MMMMM.
Never blog!
So layy-zee.
HAHA.
K er.
Due tuh major stonage and mental block + emoness.
My dearest darlings, Shark-see and boy came tuh my house!
Thanks k (L)
Cooked for them maggie mee.
Had milo afterwards.
Thn I ate my food.
Went in room rotted etc!
Until 10.
Decided tuh go down raffles hosp.
Visit my mum.
Thn cabbed home at 1plus.
Glad tuh see my mother fine and happy.
Lurbelurbe.
Joked etc entertain her.
She slept, and we went off at 1.15am.
Rushed back on cab cos boy and shark-see gastric!
D:
Ordered food for them, drinks.
Dimsum we steng. HAHAHA.
All I pay -.-
Cos owe them money.
But not so much lo x.x
Sian.
No money tuh save at all.
Hahaha nehmind.
Poor together.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Thn went up my house.
Eveyrone bathed and brushteeth etc.
Sexy bathed first.
Thn me bathe in mother's room,
Boy at outside.
HALFWAY MY HOUSE BLACKOUT HAHAHA.
SEXY DAMN SCARED LOLLLL.
I rushed out thn went out tuh toilet find sexy, with my phone.
LOL.
SMART HER USE MY PHONE TORCH HAHAHA.
She's scared mad D:
Thn lc-ed with sexy.
Our dare and do.
LOLZ.
ME NOT HUMJI HAHAHA.
Rocked th HDB down.
From like, idk. 3 plus?
Until morning 7plus.
LOLOL.
(Y)
Party like a rock star ~
Grind like a porn star ~
Mmmm.
Mmmm.
Mmmm.
They tonned.
Slept at 8.30.
Till 10.30.
I went over tuh wake them up.
Thn i went back room sleep awhile,
Thinking they'll wake me...
End up.. LOLS.
They went off without telling me ):
Sad die me.
Woke up, like so lonely LOL!
Okayyyyy.
So yep.
Tht's all.
Going shisha soon.
(:
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 9:48 PM
☠Tuesday, December 8, 2009
& ; Iloveyou.
Ai lurbe euu.
Ai mizz euuszx.
Hi.
Stone.
Mental block.
Mad.
I stone and mental block until,
Forget what is food -_-
Smlj.
LSE ttm now seriously.
Bye.
Ai mizz euuszx.
Hi.
Stone.
Mental block.
Mad.
I stone and mental block until,
Forget what is food -_-
Smlj.
LSE ttm now seriously.
Bye.
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 2:04 PM
☠
Mental blockages,
Major case of stonage -_- .
I'm having serious serious serious stonage and mental block.
Idk what's wrong.
It happened yesterday since night before I sleep -'- Smlj.
Anyone tell me why.
I lost all confidence I used tuh have.
Th, th sincerity in making friends.
Th, effort tuh spend time with anyone.
I, dk what's wrong with me.
It's fucking weird.
Everyday I hope my life gets better.
But it got worse ? LOL.
Day by day it deteriorates,
Idk smlj can I do.....
Anyone save me.........
--
Went out meet boy and sexy.
Went over meet jerv with her friends.
Er, pingping and rumin.
Jerv went off at 6plus 7.
We went open plaza stone.
Had dinner at 7plus 8.
Stoned till 10 at openplaza again.
Homed.
--
I am a human once again.
I finally don't have insomnia.
I'm finally not afraid of bright daylight.
But I still love night time more.
Idk who will leave.
When they'll leave.
Wondering if anyone will come in after their departure.
Everyday I'm fucking living in sme lj fear for nothing.
Idk what's wrong man.
Someone tell me ?
Idk th third person tuh appear and torture me without knowing.
Idw.
Fuck.
Fuck okay.
I swore I will never let anyone torture me this way.
But now i'm dropping in again.
Idk what shit is this man.
Hate life.
-'-
Major case of stonage -_- .
I'm having serious serious serious stonage and mental block.
Idk what's wrong.
It happened yesterday since night before I sleep -'- Smlj.
Anyone tell me why.
I lost all confidence I used tuh have.
Th, th sincerity in making friends.
Th, effort tuh spend time with anyone.
I, dk what's wrong with me.
It's fucking weird.
Everyday I hope my life gets better.
But it got worse ? LOL.
Day by day it deteriorates,
Idk smlj can I do.....
Anyone save me.........
--
Went out meet boy and sexy.
Went over meet jerv with her friends.
Er, pingping and rumin.
Jerv went off at 6plus 7.
We went open plaza stone.
Had dinner at 7plus 8.
Stoned till 10 at openplaza again.
Homed.
--
I am a human once again.
I finally don't have insomnia.
I'm finally not afraid of bright daylight.
But I still love night time more.
Idk who will leave.
When they'll leave.
Wondering if anyone will come in after their departure.
Everyday I'm fucking living in sme lj fear for nothing.
Idk what's wrong man.
Someone tell me ?
Idk th third person tuh appear and torture me without knowing.
Idw.
Fuck.
Fuck okay.
I swore I will never let anyone torture me this way.
But now i'm dropping in again.
Idk what shit is this man.
Hate life.
-'-
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 1:39 PM
☠Monday, December 7, 2009
& ; Here in your arms.
Here in your arms,
You are th one, th one, for me.
Me is bored.
And.
Mixpod can't add song alr.
Tsk.
Anyway....
I'm..
Love sick-ed.
You are th one, th one, for me.
Me is bored.
And.
Mixpod can't add song alr.
Tsk.
Anyway....
I'm..
Love sick-ed.
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 1:38 PM
☠
I'll make th post short and sweet k.
I forgot what I did but.
Yeah.
Saturday went seesha with boy, sexy and rain.
Met sexy at alj platform, waited for her friend, rain.
Trained down bugis.
Went nabins.
For 1 hour plus.
Awhile, sexy and rain went tuh shopping etc.
Halfway angela and charlotte came.
Sexy and rain came back with our food,
But can't bring up nabins.
So went down.
Ate etc.
Went walking around.
Went in kinokuniya and went mad.
LMAO.
Yes, book store and mad.
How ?
LOL.
We can get mad anywhere anyway.
:x
Hohoho.
Went tuh alj with boy and sexy at 8plus 9?
Forget.
Had our dinner,
Talked and all.
Went up tuh sexys house.
Left at 11.
Trained home.
Boy trained home too.
If not he no bus at tamp alr LOLZ.
K tht's all for sat!
Sunday,
Woke at. 12pm plus.
Stone :3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!
Buffet arrived alr O_O
Thn brushed up, bathed and all.
Did everything insructed, thn ate.
Alibaba abit.
Went living room talk cock kpo with relatives.
Hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Actually asked boy and sexy over for dinner.
But end up never ler.
Eunice ate, so yea.
Hmm.
Till at night at msn talk.
Tht's all la.
Omg singlish ftw \m/
LOLZ.
Kk bye.
I forgot what I did but.
Yeah.
Saturday went seesha with boy, sexy and rain.
Met sexy at alj platform, waited for her friend, rain.
Trained down bugis.
Went nabins.
For 1 hour plus.
Awhile, sexy and rain went tuh shopping etc.
Halfway angela and charlotte came.
Sexy and rain came back with our food,
But can't bring up nabins.
So went down.
Ate etc.
Went walking around.
Went in kinokuniya and went mad.
LMAO.
Yes, book store and mad.
How ?
LOL.
We can get mad anywhere anyway.
:x
Hohoho.
Went tuh alj with boy and sexy at 8plus 9?
Forget.
Had our dinner,
Talked and all.
Went up tuh sexys house.
Left at 11.
Trained home.
Boy trained home too.
If not he no bus at tamp alr LOLZ.
K tht's all for sat!
Sunday,
Woke at. 12pm plus.
Stone :3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!
Buffet arrived alr O_O
Thn brushed up, bathed and all.
Did everything insructed, thn ate.
Alibaba abit.
Went living room talk cock kpo with relatives.
Hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Actually asked boy and sexy over for dinner.
But end up never ler.
Eunice ate, so yea.
Hmm.
Till at night at msn talk.
Tht's all la.
Omg singlish ftw \m/
LOLZ.
Kk bye.
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 1:33 PM
☠Friday, December 4, 2009
& ; Escape th fate, for life.
This war is ours,
So escape th fate now.
They still pwn as much ♥
I miss ronnie ):
Tht fucken hot guy omfuckgod.
I miss their style of music.
Damn nice, I know it's noisy tuh most of you.
But it's really nice :l
Just learn th appreciate th music behind th covers.
Reverse this curse.
There's no sympathy for th dead.
My apocalypse.
There's more like;
As you're falling down,
Situation,
Th flood,
Something,
Not good enough for th truth in cliche,
Th guillotine,
Th webs we weave.
All these are like, NICE?!
HAHA.
Kk random.
It's 9.28.
Bed again
(L)
So escape th fate now.
They still pwn as much ♥
I miss ronnie ):
Tht fucken hot guy omfuckgod.
I miss their style of music.
Damn nice, I know it's noisy tuh most of you.
But it's really nice :l
Just learn th appreciate th music behind th covers.
Reverse this curse.
There's no sympathy for th dead.
My apocalypse.
There's more like;
As you're falling down,
Situation,
Th flood,
Something,
Not good enough for th truth in cliche,
Th guillotine,
Th webs we weave.
All these are like, NICE?!
HAHA.
Kk random.
It's 9.28.
Bed again
(L)
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 9:16 AM
☠
Impheatus.
Are you all dead?
\m/
Basically,
Sexy and boy tonned at my house on monday and wednesday.
So we're like seeing each other for 4 days continuously.
Gonna see them tomorrowwwwww.
Having lunch/breakfast together with them!
LurbeLurbe.
Met them at TM after dinner.
Around 7plus.
Walked around etc.
Bought stuffs below.
2 Heineken 1 Carlsberg.
Mixed.
Got fake eyelash from sasa.
Played with it.
Boy laughed so hard at me ):
Nothing much.
Dranked and slept.
Eiko and ken clubbed while I slept.
So tired sia !
Now I'm finally down with a flu and super sick.
Sleeping habit caused it, 50%. Drinking 40%. Ang hun 10%.
LOL.
Kk saving it a draft for now. 4.23am.
-Back at 8.12am-
Woke at 4plusam thn.
Stone alibaba awhile.
So tired.
Went down for food, finally.
Ate hokkien mee, so long never eat :D
Went lift lobby alibaba.
Camwhore etc.
So fun la! LOL.
Went back my house.
I was dman high while eating LOLS.
Kailing ahlian saw me at coffee shop LOLS.
Around 6plus 7.
Boy and sexyslept on my bed.
Awhile, went over sis room sleep.
Woke at 12plus.
Woke them up.
Comped with them till 3plus.
They went back alj.
Planned tuh eat at tm after they bathed etc.
End up never eat ):
Later meeting them for brunch!
(L)
Wait for my post k.
Woo.
5 days sraight with my far-muo-li.
So much mar-muo-li! LOLS.
K pics!
Photographer of th day(most) ; Sexy claudia peh :P
Wowszx ^-^
LOLZ.
(Y)
LMAO.
Wtf LOL!
PEACEEEEEEEE LOLL.
Boy and me slipper.
LOL.
Ok no it's both mine.
LOL
Now he come my house like got his shoe prepared like tht, LOL.
LOL.
V-jayjay shoot smoke.
LOL.
\m/ \m/ \m/ \m/
Look like xdd :S
LOL.
Kk end.
♥♥♥
--
So sick man omfg.
Whoever's reading this,
Healthy ; Take good care.
Sick ; Take care ( LOL ) and get well soon .
--
It's ovaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal.
LOL.
Meant tuh be it's over. LOL.
Are you all dead?
\m/
Basically,
Sexy and boy tonned at my house on monday and wednesday.
So we're like seeing each other for 4 days continuously.
Gonna see them tomorrowwwwww.
Having lunch/breakfast together with them!
LurbeLurbe.
Met them at TM after dinner.
Around 7plus.
Walked around etc.
Bought stuffs below.
2 Heineken 1 Carlsberg.
Mixed.
Got fake eyelash from sasa.
Played with it.
Boy laughed so hard at me ):
Nothing much.
Dranked and slept.
Eiko and ken clubbed while I slept.
So tired sia !
Now I'm finally down with a flu and super sick.
Sleeping habit caused it, 50%. Drinking 40%. Ang hun 10%.
LOL.
Kk saving it a draft for now. 4.23am.
-Back at 8.12am-
Woke at 4plusam thn.
Stone alibaba awhile.
So tired.
Went down for food, finally.
Ate hokkien mee, so long never eat :D
Went lift lobby alibaba.
Camwhore etc.
So fun la! LOL.
Went back my house.
I was dman high while eating LOLS.
Kailing ahlian saw me at coffee shop LOLS.
Around 6plus 7.
Boy and sexyslept on my bed.
Awhile, went over sis room sleep.
Woke at 12plus.
Woke them up.
Comped with them till 3plus.
They went back alj.
Planned tuh eat at tm after they bathed etc.
End up never eat ):
Later meeting them for brunch!
(L)
Wait for my post k.
Woo.
5 days sraight with my far-muo-li.
So much mar-muo-li! LOLS.
K pics!
Photographer of th day(most) ; Sexy claudia peh :P
Wowszx ^-^
LOLZ.
(Y)
LMAO.
Wtf LOL!
PEACEEEEEEEE LOLL.
Boy and me slipper.
LOL.
Ok no it's both mine.
LOL
Now he come my house like got his shoe prepared like tht, LOL.
LOL.
V-jayjay shoot smoke.
LOL.
\m/ \m/ \m/ \m/
Look like xdd :S
LOL.
Kk end.
♥♥♥
--
So sick man omfg.
Whoever's reading this,
Healthy ; Take good care.
Sick ; Take care ( LOL ) and get well soon .
--
It's ovaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal.
LOL.
Meant tuh be it's over. LOL.
Chase you down until you love me, ♥
& 4:11 AM
